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Nothing Wrong With me

from Trapped in Sydney (2015) by Adrian Incarnate

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There's nothing wrong with me
There ain't nothing wrong with me, I said...

I don't know that I care anymore
That I'm not quite there anymore
It ain't like my brain better thought
But I just can't quite explain what I saw
My views on life are rarely adored
Sure, but I ain't just there for applause
When sober, stare at the floors;
I'm so damn bored, nothing there when you talk

I'm faded, fuck it I'm done trying to fight this
True to myself so you cunts can't bite this
Took a few wrong turns in a crisis
When are stem cells gonna fix tinnitus?
I'm off my face when I mic this
So what, bro? I'm like this
Pardon me your royal highness
But it's just how I fight the dryness, 'cause...

Can't get no purple drink instead I'm on that robotrip
Dingas are shit in Sydney; rather hit that molly dip
And if I smoke that kush you know I'm pazin on my feet, too
That brown it nearly killed me so just drown myself in cheap booze

Otherwise waste time in the head room
Even though that I know that I'm dead soon
Wanna focus on making music
And trying to get these girls in my bedroom
But I'm messed up from anxiety
And my neighbours don't say hi to me
From myself there's no escaping
Doc recommends that I keep medicating

Seems like that I must keep it up well
'Cause most peeps never know that I'm unwell
Even though in the head I'm in turmoil
Stand here swaying like I ain't on firm soil
Over-thinking shit 'till ideas spoil
Paranoid, making hats out of tinfoil
Given up any hopes that I'll win royal
Watching a pot of mescaline boil

I did many dope tabs in the day
Hitting bulbs on a trip is cray
Yeah I know that shit is wack, but anyway,
breathe or you're turning grey
I can't blame any drugs that I'm messed up
Even as a kid, I was a depressed fuck
Tried going to a psych but I soon left
He cost heaps so I just got more stressed

I drink way too much, try to ban it
But keep getting pulled in like planets
Tried other ways to address panics
But just wound up craving Xanax
And if I talk about shabs for too long
Feel like I wanna get my toke on
Once a toker always a toker
This how I got these scars, like The Joker

I guess trying to escape from the bad
And trying to deal with the hate for my dad
Terrified that I'll mostly be him
So critical and I'm hopelessly grim
Hard on myself; only see things
that are negative, so the OCD wins
I gotta try and get over these things
'Cause I know life don't owe free wins

I know well I'm my own worst rival
I think deep but in groups I'm stifled
I can't shoot from the hip like a rifle
so I'm heaps inconsistent like bibles
I feel like I'm trapped in a cycle
Mistakes get again recycled
I never learn; I'm a bad disciple
A hopeless romantic since high school

But I can't trust no one's likeful
'Cause abandonment is frightful
Never mind, 'cause life is a trifle
And ketamine goes down delightful
Otherwise, fucken hate when you're prideful
I zoom in 'till I just feel spiteful
If I keep burning bridges like this
then I'll be alone and I guess that's rightful

Weed, coke, speed; low self-esteem breed
DMT, give me back positivity
These shrooms got me tapping into energies
Wishing I could still get my hands on some MXC

Ain't trying to be an idol, just me
Wasn't meant to do a drug song, trust me
Guess that I'm pretty bad adjusting
Don't curiosity count for something?
Or is it just shit in my calendar?
Can't trust me to remind this traveller
If you can't stop worry does damage ya
This story goes nowhere like Salinger

Adrian Incarnate 2014

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from Trapped in Sydney (2015), released January 4, 2015
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