In my dreams I see reflections
Judge my ruin; mock my grief
In times of madness, taste what end is
Left with less than when I started
If I want, I’ll breath loud the breath of my own madness
Fatigued now I suspect I need sadness
Attract sorrow like metal to magnets
Depression took away what was precious, like bandits
I’m anxious and it’s hard to relate
My disappointments make me sick and my needs take away from my dreams
Slay what is clean
Left alone to play with machines
We propagate hate though it causes our pain
And if we find the answers to life we go insane
There’s nothing deep, what did we wanna perceive?
All I know is my kin make it hard to leave
I miss my friends, Doose and Paul Ray
And all the times that I’ve loved and had peace, now it’s gone away
Call me weak ‘cause I’m not sure I’m gonna make it
Wish I could say that I know I can take it
Adrian Incarnate 2010
credits
from Doomsayer (2011),
released November 5, 2011
created by Adrian Incarnate
hook performed by Bec Rosher
guest verses written and performed by Xrsize and Mezmerize