You simple-minded egoist
You condescend to preach poor science
I'll never need to take your side
I am alone, I won't pretend to like you
A dog bites, don't breed it then
I tried hard to believe a friend
You won't see me grieve the dead
Resentment only grows if I keep it fed
Moved on 'cause I think it's shit to fight
Many mates that I ain't equipped to like
I won't stand no hypocrites in life
I'm turned off like some cunt hit the lights
Switch up the crowd, I can change my shape
But lack of respect I'll always forsake
Don't tell me none of your explanations
Murderers have got motivations
Personal I always would take it
Self-esteem was fragile to break it
But shit evolves and I'm disillusioned
I can't pretend to feel shit for humans when I really don't
You're taken in so easily
By boorish mediocrity (oh you're looking trendy, ha!)
Despise the lies you tell yourself, and me
I am alone, I won't pretend to like being walked on
All of my life it mattered so much
I thought I was the way you saw me
But I don't care now if I hurt you
'Cause since I broke free I can't fucking stand you
The most contemplating like they were sheep
So it's common place that they're way asleep
Their pride determines what they would speak
It's why those are fools that I hate to meet
Don't give a shit you diss what I'm about
Your scorn cannot compete with my doubt
Rarely relate; I just wanted out
Now I've come to rather brood in my house
Who can say if I'm growing or if I'm rotting
I can't tell the difference between enjoyment and melancholy
Over the years most of my friends and family
Faded away into nothing at all
Sentenced to drink alone 'till the morning
Now I'm defined by my exclusion
Maybe I'm tearing it all to pieces
So I never have to come crawling back
Adrian Incarnate 2013
credits
from Orchid Child (2013),
released December 4, 2013
created by Adrian Incarnate